i don’t really think i’m capable of being really happy anymore

i’m either sad, angry, neutral, or kind of happy

sometimes i feel like i might actually be happy

but then

life  happens

when i think of the shows i’ve watched and completed, like arrested development and reaper i feel very nostalgic and sentimental

i get so attached to things like that

especially characters

i just really love tv man

that you feeling you get right before you’re about to cry and you’re trying really hard not to is the worst thing in the world

i want to move away and never come back

oh OK